Mother's day was yesterday and I am so grateful that you are my mom. I have indebted life regrets, such as, when you resented me because I was not doing my part in life as an adult for myself. Therefore, I was not able to help you as a son and that's my irresponsibility. So, Council Bluffs and I separated. I was essentially at the lowest point I could be at. JoAnna and I are officially done. I am in Des Moines and closer to Matt, Michelle and the kids. As I told Matt, I want to be a good uncle and be a part of their life. I'm at an emergency shelter in hopes for a housing opportunity that I'm crossing my fingers for. I hope God is taking care of you. You deserve it. I hope to see you again. It's still hard to believe that you are gone. With all my heart and love, I will talk to you next time. Your baby boy, Adam
Mom I miss you very much. Merry Christmas.
Love you Mom, Always & Forever.
Your son, Adam.